BITCHES.

STUPID STUPID BITCHES.
Grrr.

Ha i had a great day. NOT.

So there was drama drama today.
And guess who caused it? The eighth graders.
Surprised? Dont be.
They are so freaking stupid.
They said i said this, and they told all there stupid white trash friends, now they all want to kill me. And i have to be escorted to every class.
Oh my. I hate them so fucking much.
At lunch they were SCREAMING at me over another table. How ridcously imautre.
Hahah i feel really bad for them because they are going to get their disgusting fat asses kicked in high school.
Haha, and i'll be watching. And laughing. :]

Anyway, i had a normal day, untill that happened.
Yep.

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GUESS WHAT?!
CHAPTER 4!!!!
HECK YESS!
HERE WE GO!
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Amazing

CHAPTER 4

That night I went back to sleep after talking to my sister about my nightmare, we talked and talked untill i was almost too tired to talk. I finally slept, dreamless. My alarm clock blared loud and made me jump. I grabed my clothes and half-run to the bathroom. I truned on the shower full blast. The water was burning, but I kept wanting it hotter, by the time the hot water ran out, the dial was all the way to the top on hot. I got out and noticed my skin looked like i had a bad sunburn. I wraped my hair in a towl and pulled on my jeans, they were my faveorites, they were bright lime green and fit skinny on the legs. My white t-shirt balnced nicely with my green pants. I slowly blowdried, and straighten my hair. My atteion drifted in and out while i put on my makeup, I was almost compeltley envolped in my own thoughts. All I could think about was if he would talk to me. I wasnt sure. I planned my day if he wasnt. I would try not to think of him, and go on like he never exsited. Like i could do that. I pulled back to reality and packed my stuff away and went to my room. I still had a half-hour untill school started. I didnt want to wait. I just wanted to get there. I couldnt wait for stupid, slow bus to pull up at my house. I decied i would just walk. It wouldnt be that far. I grabbed my bag and shut my door. I walked down the narrow hallway and sneeked passed the living room, I didnt want my sister to see me because she never lets me walk, she's so afriad that im going to get kidnapped. She should know im to tough. I shut the door quietly behind me and stood on the stoop. I closed my eyes and inhaled the sir of the couldy morning. It was foggy and the grasss was damp. I opened my eyes and stared out over the yard. If i was ever going to get to school I would need to go now. I steped off the stoop and started walking down the sidewalk. The high school was 10 blocks away from my house and i hated walking. But i wanted to just get there. My thoughts jumped around in my head, there was so much to think about. I ran back to reality, focasing on the cemente in front of me. I picked up my pace, i looked around at the empty streets. I thought i felt someone behine me, I stoped and slowly turned my head to look behind me, i could only imagine how stupid i would look if there wasnt anyone behind me. To my complete relief there wasnt anyone behind, besides a stray cat. I started walking again. I felt it again, someone was deffantly behind me. I didnt want to stop and look, because that was proably what they wanted. Instead i sped up. i almost ran, but i didnt have that kind of energy that early in the morning.. I had slow down. I didnt really feel somneone really was there anymore, i couldnt her their footfalls. I felt a little safer, now that i couldnt tell if they were there anymore. I kept walking, clucthing my bag to my chest.
"Hey!" Someone yelled from behind me. Before i could think to turn around to see who it was, I fell compleltey forward. I scremed so loud it hurt MY ears. I's tried to run, but ended up with me falling face first to the cemente. I layed there, waiting for my attacker to attack.
"Allison!" The person yelled. I could hear them running to me. I was surprised to hear my name. Okay, so maybe i wasnt going to die. I slowly rolled over to my back. I felt a sharp stabing pain in my neck. I grabbed for my neck, it was wet. I pulled away my hand away to see it was almost completly covered in blood. The person met up with me. He knelt down at the ground next to me. I leaned up against my elbows. I looked away from my bloodly hand to look at his face. There was, the one face i wanted to see. He looked down at me and chuckeled softly.
"What?" My voice was cracked.
"I cant believe you fell, i didnt mean to startel you, i just want to walk wiht you." He smiled.
"Oh." I said laying back on the cold cemente.
"Here, let me help you." He asked reaching for my arm.
"NO!....I mean um, i've got it. Thanks." I replied to his gesture. I sat up and stumbled to get up. There was a tense pain in my ankle. I stood up and leaned on it, in that minuet i regreted it. I leaned over and my knees buckeled under me, i slouched over and felt myself starting to fall. Before i knew it, i was in his arms, he caught me before i could feel myself on the cement again. He pulled me up into his arms, he looked down at me again.
"Your carrying me?!" I yelled at his beauitful face, which was hard to do.
"You were falling." He laughed,
"I could have saved myself." I protested. He just laughed. Of course i didnt want him to put me down. I did notice, that he smelled amazing. I silently inhaled a huge wif of his mindbottling scent. He started walking back in the direction we came.
"Where are you going? I blared.
"We have to go to school!" I struggeled, scuriming in his arms. He held me tight in his arms and wasnt going to let me down with MY ankle.
"Where are you taking me?!" I demaned.
"Im taking you to my house, so i can fix you up." He smiled, his set of blinding whites to my frustartion.
"What?! No, take me home, put me down!" I yelled at him again, struggling to get out of his strong, chain lock on me.
"How did you see me? Dont you drive your truck?" I asked finally relaxing.
"You walked by my house, so i thought i'd walk with you." He answered.
"Oh. Wait. I kept thinking someone was behind me, was that you? I wryly.
"No. I didnt come out to walk with you untill I said 'Hey!'" He remembered. He turned into a drive way, of a big blue beauitful house. It had cream shuddersand a big green yard with a pond.
"Is this your house?" I asked, he stoped in front yard to let me stare.
"Yes." He replied questioningly.
"Its beauitful." I looked to the 3rd floor windows. My leg started to throb. I grabbed for it and soon was sorry.
"OW!" I pained. He clucted me tighter to his chest and walked up to the front door. It was unlocked because he just opened it without hesation. The inside of his huge house was just as marovilious as the outside. Everything inside was white, the leather sofa, the walls, the molding on the grand fireplace. Everything from the carpet to the stairwell.
"Wow." I added softly. He just laughed and swung me and weaved around the furniature. He moved to the staircase and started walking up.
"Where are you taking me? Let me down! I can walk!" I urged.
"Man, you ask that alot. If i get any blood on anything downstairs my Mom, will kill me." he laughed loudly.
"Okay, where are you taking me?" I asked, laughing myself.
"To my bedroom, you'll be able to get blood on whatevery you want, and you'll be more comfortable." He walked down a long, white, hallway to the last door. He pushed on the door, that came open. His room was big, and of course, and red. The walls, the bed, everything. i started to feel a color scheme. I knew what he meant by 'You can get blood on whatever you want' it was all red! He swung over and set me gently on his perfectly made bed. It was memory foam, for sure. Way more comfortable than my own bed.
"Dont move. I'll be right back." He dashed out the door. I sat against a pillow and glanced around the room. I felt uncomfortable, like i wasnt supposed to be here. I mean, dont get me wrong, I wanted to be here, I was on his bed for god's sake! He dashed back in the room with some misalionce items. He had, some water, a damp towel, some anti-bacterial, and what looked like some Advil. He knelt down next to me on the floor. He opened the anti-bacterial and poured the smalled amount onto the damp rag. I watched, examing all his movements, his hands were shaking, like he had, had them in and ice bucket. He placed the rag on the cut on my neck and pressed it lightly, his hand was still trembling, absurdly. I reached up and put my hand on his, to stop the shaking. His hand was cold and wet from the rag. He locked me deep in his stare and i never wanted to be unlocked.
"It's supposed to sting." He said still gazing in my eyes.
"I dont feel a thing" I answered, smiling.

Ahhh!
I like that one!

stay tuned for

CHAPTER 5!
YES!


KTHANXBI
Amelia

Amazing chapter 3! Omg.

YESTERDAY::

Hey hey guys.
So today was pretty normal.
BUT LAST NIGHT.

HOLY FUCKING CRAP.

MY DAD ALMOST DIED.
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Yeah, so i guess he took this medicine stuff and it didnt work right, so he was like sweating and throwing up and he couldnt walk and he kept falling down! Ahhh! I had to call 911! We just think it was the medicine because he is feeling better. He said he was super dizzy and he was like weak and blacking out! I have never been so scared in my whole life.
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It was super scary.
But im happy he is okay now. :]


On a lighter note.
Yellow had a girlfriend. :[
Yeah, and he has gone out with girl in the past.
He dosent like me anyway so whateve.
Blue didnt talk to me very much.

OMG. Im so pissed at a friend of mine.
GRRRRR.
She is super annoying. All she does is talk about boys. Boys boys boys boys boys every fucking second of the freaking day. UGH. She is the same grade as me and she is always talking about her boyfriend and how she wants to makeout with him. BLAH BLAH. She is kind of slutty for wanting to makeout with someone in the fucking 7th grade. EW. thats really whoreish.
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Stupid school. I had so much freaking homework, duh!
I hate my teachers.
But i love school because i get to see all my friends.
I <3 my friends.
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Current Tune: Thanks For The Memories by Fall Out Boy
You should go check out there new album!
www.myspace.com/falloutboy
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TODAY:
Hey guys.
Sorry i didnt post this yesterday, i never finished it :[
Anyway, so today...
AH that friend of mine flirted with Blue again!!!
Im so pissed at her.
GRRR,
Yellow and me talked alittle.
Thats about it.

Current Tune: Rockstar by Nickelback
I honestly hate this song, but it just happen to be on my playlist...



GUESS WHAT!
Im sone with Chapter 3! Heck yes.
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Ready to find out what was up with Alex?
Get Ready.....
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CHAPTER 3




I was angry. That was obvious. What in the world could he have been so mad about? I finally got my legs to move, I turned around and started storming to my Innocent-looking sister.
"What the hell did you do? Did you point a gun at him? One look at you and he was completely pissed! The one time i meet someone i like, you ruin it for me! Your so selfish! Ugh! Did you want him for yourself?" I yelled at her throwing my arms in every direction and pacing in front of her. I didn't know for sure if it was her that set him off, but one look at her and he was gone.
"Allison" she interrupted my ranting.
"What do you want? Are you apologizing?" I yelled at her.
"Allison. There are some things i should have told you BEFORE you met him." She sait sadly standing. I looked up at the sky, it was starting to cloud. I didn't think it was ironic at all.
"Calandra? What are you talking about?" I asked, almost unsure if i wanted to know. Calandra grabbed my elbow and pulled me inside the house. It was full and light inside. I threw my bag at the coat rack and sat on the couch.
"Okay Calandra, whats going on?" I asked. She slowly followed me into the living room and quickly sat on the recliner across from me. My sister didn't look like me much, she had red hair, she was quiet short, shorter that me. She had been bulimic the year my parents died, so she has always been very slim. She was looking away from me, hiding something, for sure. Her forehead was creased with worry. She was visibly, seriously doubting telling me what she was about to tell me.
"Okay.. Allison, do you remember when I wet away for a month, and mom and dad told you I was on an assignment for college?" She asked looking at me straight in the eyes.
"Um, yeah. And I cryed for like a week." I answered nonchalantly.
"Well, that's not what i was really doing. Mom and Dad had Grandpa and Grandma watch you alot of the time, because they were with me. I was really down in California, partying with some friends, for a week or so. One night me and some friends were really drunk, and we thought we were okay to drive.... We got in a head-on collision, with another car, while we were driving around in a Field, the car was going the other way." She paused to wipe a big clear tear from her cheek. This was really hurting her. I wanted to get up and hug her, but I still didn't know if it was the right time yet.
"Calandra, you don't have to go on..." I mentioned trying to comfort her."No. If your going to be around Alex your going to need to know... So anyway, our car killed the person in the other car." She put her head in her palms. I couldn't believe what I was hearing. My sister, saw someone die. I couldn't imagine the pain she must be going through.
"Calandra, what does this have to do with Alex? And how is this your fault? You wernt driving." I asked walking over to sit on the arm of the chair. I leaned down and hugged her. She was sobbing now.
"Because Allison, the person that got killed was Alex's brother, Alan." She said. She paused to let that all sink in. And oh, believe me, it sunk in.
"And it was my fault because i just let my friend drive. I didn't stop them." She cried, slouching in the chair.
"Calandra, no. I'll talk to him, he's got to know it's not your fault!" I got up and almost yelled at her. Why was Alex so mad at her?
"Calandra, what happen next?" I asked sitting on the couch again.
"Well, of course the police found out. We all went on trial for awhile. I had to testify against a couple people. It was a very hard thing to do. And of course we had to meet with Alan's family. His parents were okay to me and the others. And yes, the driver was already in jail. But his only sibling, Alex, was 12 and refused to talk to any of us, he felt we were all responsible. I don't blame him we all FELT reasonable. I guess he just hasn't let it go." She said wiping away her tears.
"I just cant believe..." I said shaking my head. This boy was so mad at something that someone ELSE did 4 years ago.
"You know, I'll talk to him, maybe he'll ease up." I asked getting my hopes up.
"NO!" she blurted at me, flashing up, out of the chair.
"You cant tell him I told you! I told his family I would never tell you. That i wouldn't pass it on. They don't want people to know." She came and sat next to me locking me deep into her stare.
"But he'll listen to me. Were friends now" I tried to convince her. I could tell already that wasn't working.
"Allison. You have to promise to me you wont try to talk to him about this." She replied to my useless persuasion.
"Okay. Calandra, so you think he wont talk to me anymore, because he knows? Because i really really don't want that." I asked breaking away from her look. My voice cracking with devastation.
"Allison, I cant tell you for sure, but i honestly hope not." She half-heartedly smiled. I hoped not too. I got up and grabbed my bag. I told Calandra goodnight and said i had some homework to finish.
"Are you hungry?" She asked stirring something in a pot on the stove in our small, bright little kitchen.
"Nah. Thanks." I replied. I walked down the hall to the very last door, my bedroom. I hadn't changed it much since my parent died. I had a blue bed, white walls and a curved ceiling, a small narrow closet and a window next to my desk. I dropped my bag and ran to my bed. I crashed on the it without even taking off my boots. I layed face-down in my pillow. I rolled over to look at the clock. I looked to my computer screen, the swirling clock screen saver said 5o after 4. I wanted so bad to sink into unconsciousness. I felt hot tears roll down my cheek. There was no reason to wipe them away, I had already smeared my makeup enough. I didn't want to think he might not talk to me again. I felt ridiculous for even crying. He just started talking to me today, and i already cared way to much for him. I marveled at how long this day had been. It felt like 3 days instead of one. I layed and stared out the bright window. I could tell it was cold out because there was a thin layer of ice on the glass, that hadn't melted wawy from the unusual February sun. This kind of mixed weather wasn't normal for February. Well, almost normal for this little town of Harling. It wasn't so cold you had to wear a coat, but cold enough you didn't spend every second outside. The cold, was mostly from the wind. I was so happy it was closer to spring, I loved spring, I loved the flowers and the sun, finally some sun. I kicked off my boots and climbed under the covers. I rolled to my side and forcefully wiped my clack stained tears away from my face. I still pondered upon the fact that, Alex was mad at my sister. How did you like someone that hated your only family? I didn't know why he would be so mad at HER. She wasn't the one driving. I couldn't let this interfere with my relationship with him, or my sister. And i for sure could not let them interfere with each other. I started to drift to unconsciousness. That night i rolled around on my bed, restlessly, when i finally fell completely asleep, my dreams came to haunt me. I dreamt good dreams and bad dreams. My good dreams were some of the best I'd ever had. I had never dreamt about Alex before, but i was happy i hadn't. I dreamt he held my had, I got to touch his neck without even asking, I got to finally feel his amazing jet hair. Then there was the bad dreams. Worse that nightmares, they were so real. I dreamt, that I was the drunk driver and Alex was the one killed. And worse, the worst of them all, I dreamt that Alex killed my sister. No. That would never happen.
"NEVER!" I screamed, springing up in my bed. I was panting heavily, dazed. I couldn't see through the thick darkness. I glanced at the dial clock on my nightstand, 2:15am. I didn't know if i had woke up Calandra, I didn't know if i screamed loud enough. But then again, a scream is a scream.
"Allison? Allison!" My sister wheeled through the door and shoved the light on. She stood in front of me, her face was creased with worry. She saw my face, and held out her arms for me. I jumped out of my bed and ran to her. She hugged me tight, while i sobbed on her ratty t-shirt. I wasn't going to let, what happen to my sister, or what my sister did, go in between me and Alex.

Time for part 2!

Hey hey guys.

So last night i went to go see High School Musical.
OMG. I saw some people i would not expect to see there.
Hmmm. Anyway, the movie was pretty good...
Zac Efron is HOT. :]
Julia and Marima told me they almost got killed by these drunk guys!
Omg. Thats crazy huh?

Yeah, i got a pretty good response to Amazing: Chapter 1
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Current Tune: Walking On Air by Kerli


So im done with Chapter 2!!
OMG. I know right??
Still haven't read Chapter 1? Go to my archives or "Where to find my words" on the side bar, and click "Amazing <3"
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Here We Go.....



Amazing

CHAPTER 2

The sunlight was bright against my face. It was unusually sunny outside, for Harling. This small little town was almost always rainy and dreary. We stood on the stoop of the school in front of the parking lot. He took his hands off of my shoulders and moved to stand next to me. I turned my head to look at him, admiring how beautiful he looked in the sun. His jet black hair was shiny in the sun. The strong wind tousled my hair around my face. He glanced at me from the corner of his eye and smiled. I was still finding it weird that he was trying to be my friend. I didn't have any friends; I was kind of an outcast. I liked school, I always had good grades and i didn't play any sports. I had always been slender but never sporty.
"So, your ready to go?" He asked, as he moved to the bottom step of the stoop. He had his body turned to me.
"Um, yeah. Where are you taking me?" I asked walking down the stairs to him.
"I told you, I'm just taking a drive, then taking you home" he said politely. He started walking to a big, old, to a blue Chevy truck next to a small, red Honda.
"Is this your car?" I asked stopping to stare at the 60-something-year-old piece of metal.
"Yeah. Were you expecting something different?" he chuckled.
"Well, um, nevermind." I started walking to the passenger door, I didn't know if I should tell him what I meant. He dressed like he was totally rich, so I just assumed. I got into the truck and slammed the door behind me. He was already in the ruck. He had his hands on the steering wheel. I was leaning against the door, as far away from him as possible, for some odd reason i couldn't explain why. He turned on the car and as soon as it was on, the radio was blasted on a loud familiar rock song. I jumped at the sound and piped a loud scream. He chuckled and turned it down, to simple background music.
"Dang. Loud enough?" I asked already knowing the answer, leaning my head against the head-rest.
"Sorry. I must have forgot too turn it down this morning." he said turning out of the parking lot.
"Wait. Was that Anberlin?" I asked staring at the newly quiet radio. I was afraid if it wasn't, I would sound really stupid. But happy if it was because, I loved that band, it would be awesome if he did too.
"Yeah... how did you know?" he asked staring at the road ---of course he would be, he was driving--- in front of us.
"Oh, i really like that band. I asked a few people at our school about them, no one really knew them. Weird." I said looking into the side mirror.
"Yeah. They are pretty awesome." he said smiling. He turned off to the right and we hit a long empty stretch of of gravel road. It was surrounded by yellow empty hay Fields.
"Wow. Couldn't be more empty." I chuckled. He sped up on the road and peered out the side window, not caring about the straight unwinding road. I was thinking to myself, about just the thought of me being, in the same atmosphere with him. It made my insides jump and i smiled to myself.
"Can I ask you something?" I asked him staring at his hands on the steering wheel.
"Sure" he smiled.
"Um, how do i say this... Do you like Sarah? You don't have to tell me or anything. It's just, she seems to spend a lot of time with you." I looked at him. He was staring at me, puzzled. I quickly, shyly, looked away from his deep stare.
"Why? Are you jealous?" he looked amused.
"NO!" I yelled. Maybe too quickly. He chuckled.
"No, I don't like her. Just as a friend." he simply replied.
"Oh. Okay" I said looking out over the dashboard. I put my feet on the glove compartment and slouched back in my seat.
"What's wrong?" He asked whole-heartedly.
"Oh, nothing. I guess I'm like this all the time." I said sadly, staring at my feet.
"Well, that sucks." He said wryly. I thought quietly to myself and watched the life-less hay Fields pass me. Three things happened while I stared out the window: First, I took my feet of the dash. Second, Alex sped up. Third, We passed a dead squirrel on the side of the road. I was almost embarrassed at myself, i must really have been trying to avoid talking to him, for some weird reason. I wanted to believe he really didn't like Sarah, because she had a boyfriend. But something in the back of head told me not to get my hopes up. I sank sadly in my seat at this thought. I couldn't know for sure if he was lying to me, or just simply didn't like her like that, just as a friend. I stared to wonder what he was thinking. Was it about me? Because I was for sure thinking about him. Did he know I liked him? Is that why he was doing all this? And the very important question, I wouldn't dare to ask... Did he like me the way I liked him? In the midst of my thinking I looked up to find that we were just about to turn into a busy street intersection.
"Wow, that was quick.." I said indifferently.
"Mmmhm." He belated.
I had to bring up the courage to ask him....
"Why are you doing this?" I asked staring at him.
"What?" He asked dumbly. Like he didn't already know what i was talking about.
"I mean you want ME to ditch with you. You're talking to me all the sudden and you're taking me home, not to mention a drive out in the country. Just the two of us.." I blared sitting straight up now.
"Do you want me to ignore you? he said smirking.
"Well, No. I guess not. But then again; no one wants to be ignored, no matter who it is by." I said trying to hide the desperation in my voice.
"Yeah, your right. But i don't have many friends. I thought I'd make a new one. You just happen to be there when i made that decision." He smiled at me.
"Oh okay... Do you know something i don't want you to know?" I asked wryly.
"No. Should I?" He laughed. That's when i knew i had to drop that subject.
"So, what are some of you favorite bands?" He asked me.
"Well, I like Anberlin, of course. The Devil Wears Prada, Escape The Fate and Bring Me The Horizon." I replied to his simple question.
"Wow, I like those guys too. I've seen them all in concert.." He said amused but proud.
"No way!" I yelled and jumped more than an inch closer to him.
"Yep. They were all really good." He said partly showing off.
"Jealous." I laughed at his proud showing off.
"So, where do you live?" He asked changing the subject nonchalantly. I looked away from his neck, that i was staring at again. I swear he almost flaunted it for me. Just making it harder for me not to touch it. I saw that we were slowly moving down main street, passing all the thrift shops.
"Oh. Um.... 725 Cedar Oak Drive" I said glancing at the pedestrians.
"Mmmk." He answered. I looked at the radio clock and it said twenty minuets passed three. We silently road to my house. When we got there, my sister's car was in the drive-way, and she was sitting on the stoop of our small one-story house. I'd lived with my sister since i was 12, my parents died in a plane crash. I would be turning 16 in 1 month now. We parked in front of my house, and I got out of the truck and leaned against the open window to say good-bye and thank you. Alex glanced at my sister behind me. Before i could say anything, he had death in his eyes and furiously drove away at an obviously illegal speed. I stood staring at the direction he drove off at. I couldn't believe what just happened, if i knew what happened. I couldn't;t believe he flashed off again today, expect this time, he was mad at something. All he did was look at my sister. Did she point a gun at him or something? Was it me? I wanted to run to my room. But I was frozen in my place. I felt a single drop of water hit my cheek. I was ether crying or it was raining. i had no reason to cry, I'd always been kind of emotional. And it couldn't be raining. The sky was pure blue. But i knew, without looking up, there was a big black, rain cloud over my head.

END CHAPTER 2

CHAPTER 3 coming soon!

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KTHANXBI
Amelia

High School Musical 3... :]

Hello Ello.

So today was very depressing.
I sat on my ass, well not really. I did chores most the day. Ughhh.
I talked to Julia and Marima...
So tonight we are going to see High School Musical 3!
Because we are so freaking rad like that.
And honestly i dont give a crap if people make fun of me.
Because you know they just want to go see it to!

Yesterday night was the schools carnival.
Yeah. It was ight.
I hung out with Mikayla.
Yeah yeah, we are friends now...
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So dont give me crap. I guess i forgive way to easy. But oh well.

Did ya'll like my story?
Im in the proccese of writing chapter 2...
OMG.
I went to Hottopic.com today and saw the freakin radest Twilight sweatshirt!
AHHH. I want it do f-ing bad..
But it's like 50 dollars. :[
IM asking for it for x-mas.
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Hmm..
What else happen lately....?
Ugh...
Well.

Current Tune: Decode by Paramore.
This song is from the new Twilight movie soundtrack!
Holy freaking crap right?
Yeah.
It comes out on November 4th.
Ima buy it.
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Well, yeah so im going to listen to some more awesome music.
Buh-buy
KTHANXBI
Amelia

Amazing <3

Hey hey guys..

Weird it's not letting me color my font or change it period.
Grrr.

Anyway.
My day was pretty good...
Mikayla and i are friends now, we were tired of fighting. :]
So i talked to Yellow today :]
And there is another boy too!
Can you believe it!
I nicknamed him Blue.
I talked to Blue a little today i was with a friend and this is the same friend that is freakin boy crazy.
We were tlaking to him, and she has this stupid nick-name for him. He flirts with him SO much and she knows i like him. Whenever i hang out with both of them she never lets me talk when im with them, she always talks and ugh!
Grrr.
Oh yeah she is pissed at me becuase i pushed her away from her boyfriend at lunch, so she couldnt talk to him, because when she talks to him like she does every freaking second of the day, well she isnt really talking too him, more like talking about him.
Fuck.
It gets really freaking annoying.

Anyway...
Current Tune: That Boy That Girl by Hadouken!
I found out about these guys lately..
They are really cool.

So today, instead of doing my work in school i wrote a story!
Yep. Its kind of inspired by a couple things so i'll give you guys what i've wrote so far....
You HAVE to read it untill the end.. you'll like it!

Title:
Amazing

CHAPTER 1

I sat in my sadness, almost drowning in it. I really had no idea what was wrong with me, If sarah had a boyfriend, but still seemed to want to interfer with my master plans with Alex. I guess i would'nt stop her.
"Dammit!" I whispered to myself quietly, hoping no one would hear me. I sat at my lonely table in 10th grade language arts. Alexa, Ricky and Cara sat at the table with me. I was trying to drown out the sound of Mr. Adkins talking about some non-sense stuff i would proably ace anyway. How desprately i wanted to be with him right now, so bad to hold his big hand in my own.
"Allison?" "Allison!" I heard someone yelling at me. I must have been day-dreaming because Alexa was yelling my name like she didnt know where i was, despite that she was sitting right next to me.
"Huh?" I said as if i was drunk.
"Allison, whats wrong wiht you? I was yelling your name and you didnt even look at me." Alexa said in an angry tone.
"Calm the hell down. I was thinking. Damn Alexa, get a grip." I said indiffrently. The loud bell interuped our agurement and Mr. Adkins finished the ever-long, lecture he was giving us. I got up slowly and gathered my things. I looked up to see amazing beauitful Alex standing behind the chair next to me. I was honestly surprised to see him standing there. Because I had a huge crush on him, and he didnt seem to know i exsited. I mean sometimes, i would catch him staring at me but that was about it. I brushed my dark blonde hair over my shoulder and stoped messing with me books to look up at him. He was staring at me. He had amazing jet black hair, straigten, and two green bottom lip rings.
He was 1/2 if a year older than me. A Junior. He had a band t-shirt on and black skinny jeans. I didn't look like the right girl for him, i had long dark blonde hair, skiny jeans on and a yellow t-shirt. I had on dull brown ugg boots on. I didn't dare look away from he glorious face to glance at his useless shoes. He glared at something behind me with his burning blue eyes and peered back at me. I didn't notice that were standing still and silent in the empty classroom. He finally broke the silence with his harmony of a voice.
"So, you hate me?" he said with an unreadable tone, still staring at me.
"What are you talking about?" I said in an angry tone, pileing my stuff in my arms.
"I heard you were mad at me" he said smirking at me now.
"Well, maybe i am, or not... Where did you hear that from? You don't even talk to me." I said, staring to walk away to the door, he follwed close behind. Before i could quite reach the door he put his hand on my shoulder to stop me. I swear i almost melted because he was touching me, as he stoped me dead in my tracks. I inhaled quickly, he put both hands on my shoulders and spun me around to face him. He looked deep into my eyes; He sighed.
"I try to talk to you. And i didn't hear this from one certain person, I just heard it. I don't want you to be mad at me." He smiled. He still had his big, slim hands on my shoulders.
"Um, okay?" I blurted like i was high or something of the sort. We stood there for a long time, before he suddenly flashed out of the room before i could even think to say goodbye. I saw him go, but he practicaly ran out. I stared at the door in front of me for about 2 minuets, dumbfounded. Mr. Adkins was suddenly in the room with me hold some brightly colored papers in his hands. He looked at me and wondered aloud,
"What are you doing Ms. Rossdale? Allison, why aren't you in class?" He was gawking at me through his large glasses. Thats when i first realized that Mr. Adkins was a totally nerd. He had big glasses, the kind that your grandma wore, a Starwars shirt with a tie, and a balding hairline.
"Um, I was getting notes from the board. Sorry." I turned into the doorframe and hurried out of the room before he could reply. I was late for homeroom and i was practcaily running to my locker before i saw him standing against my locker. At first i glared at him, I was mad that he just assumed I hated him. He was an ass for believing any kind of drama.
"Aren't you supposed to be in class?" I asked in a snotty tone.
"I was waiting to talk to you." He said looking at something off to his right. His muscular neck was my favorite part of him. It was so amazing. I gawked at it as the nerves and muscles moved as he turned his head to look at me.
"Okay... What do you want?" I asked slightly peerind to my left to see what he was looking at.
"You never told me if you hated me" he wondered smiling a bright smile of pearly whites.
"I dont really know, okay?
"No. Not okay" He was angry now.
"Holy shit! Calm the hell down, dude." I almost yelled at him. No one heard me because the hallway was completely deserted. Not a single soul.
"Why do you care so much if i hate you? So what if i do?" I blared sourly.
"Damn" I whispered to myself too quiet for him to hear.
"I just don't want you to hate me. I don't hate you." He contrasted, pursing his amazing lips.
"I don't hate you. I just can't believe, you would believe some dumb-ass rumor." I was staring at his neck again. I really had to stop that. I felt the extreme urge to put both my hands on ethier sides of his musculy, vainy throat. Not to choke him or anything, just to touch it, see how it felt. I was almost phisically hurting, i was trying so hard not to reach out and touch his neck.
"Well, maybe we could be friends, if you don't hate me. Sorry, okay? If i was annoying you or anything. And yes, i will admit I did believe a 'dumb-ass' rumor" ---he put his hands in the air and made invisible quotation marks ---"I personaly apoligize" He said smiling that pearly mezmerizing smile. I struggled to stand correctly. Something he did too me, i always had this happen to me. He always dazeled me, made my thoughts go crazy. I talked to some other girls, and they thought i was crazy, obvousily i was the only one this happened to.
"Um, thank you. Um, can you move? I kind of need to get to my locker... Im like 10 minutes late for homeroom." I said sadly. At this point my crush on the mysterious boy was fading and growing stronger all at the same time.
"What's the point of going to class if your so late? Why don't you ditch with me?" He said looking off to his right again.
"Why are you talking to me all the sudden?" I asked darkly. He was still standing in front of my locker, smirking at me with his gorgeous sea-blue eyes, scorching into mine.
"I dont know. Your just interesting all the sudden" He said glaring behind me again over my head. He was a lot taller than me.
"Well um.. thanks. I guess. But can you like move?" I said pursing my lips, staring at him, with one eyebrow raised. He still stood there like i hadn't said anything at all.
"Come on, just ditch with me, its the last class of the day. And it's friday." He pushed me more and more to the brink.
"Okay! Shit. Can i get into my damn locker?" I asked voiently.
"Mmmmhm" he replied and finally stepped out of the way of my locker door, that was open.
"What the hell?! Were you in my locker? How did you...?" I was furiosly glaring at him. He was almost as close as could be, standing next to me, leaning on the locker next to mine. He body angled toured me.
"No. It was open when I came. I swear i didn't look in it" he said smiling.
"Yeah. Mmmhm. Right." I said teasingly. I slammed my locker door and spun around to look at him. He stared at me again.
"Okay. So where are we going?" I asked smirking.
"Well, i wanted to take a drive, out in the country. You mind if i take you home?" He asked polietly.
"Yeah, thats fine i guess." I said looking forward. He put his hands on my shoulders, again, and spun me around, so that he was behind me. He directed me toured the door as I walked in my own little heaven.

END CHAPTER 1

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CHAPTER 2 coming soon!

KTHANXBI
Amelia

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Special Blog

So i wanted to tell about my fave movies!
Yes yes...
And some of my stuff i've made, and i have so...

My fave movies are:
Twilight [November 21st]
Donnie Darko
Hard Candy
Hide And Seek
The Messenagers
Graveyard
Are You Scared?
Disturbia
Mamma Mia!
Hairspray
When A Stranger Calls
Narnia: The Lion, The Witch And The Wardrobe
Narnia: Prince Caspian
Harry Potter: The Sorcer's Stone
Harry Potter: The Chamber Of Secrets
Harry Potter: The Prisioner Of Askaban
Harry Potter: The Goblet Of Fire
Harry Potter: Order Of The Phoniex
[and yes Twilight is WAY better than Harry Potter, but i still like Harry Potter]
Picture This
Juno
The Ring
The Ring 2
The Grudge
The Grudge 2
Scary Movie
Scary Movie 2
Scary Movie 3
Scary Movie 4
A Bugs Life :]
Miss Congenality
Miss Congenality 2: Armed And Faboulous
Titanic
Final Destantion
Final Destantion 2
Final Destantion 3
Did you notice most of those were scary movies?
Hehe.

Books:
Well, if you know me, or have read my blogs before, you would know that, Twilight it my most favoritist book saga EVER.
Nough said.
:]

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Donnie Darko?!

Hey guys,
So today i was sick. :\
But i did watch some freaking awesome movies. :]

Like...

Donnie Darko!
OMG. I officaly, love this movie.
I really dont know why, it was kind of fucked up. But.. it hada hot guy in it, and i was yet intruiged, by him.
He played Donnie Darko, and he is Pcsifrinic.
Which means, he has trouble separting a dream from reality.
So he starts seeing this freakishly insane bunny-thing, that no one else can see, it tells him the world is going to end... but no one believes him.
By the way, the bunny's name is Frank. [weird right?]
Anyway, frank gets Donnie into doing all these crime, and no one ever finds out it's him. And Donnie meets this girl, Grecten. They kind of fall in love..
Well they really just make-out and had sex, so i really dont know.
But when they were together they were really cute. :]
Haha, but Donnie tells his therapist, all the things he sees.
It totally insane, and the end is really crapy. But all-in-all, it was really pretty good.
Yeah, Jake Gyllenhall played Donnie.
He was totally hot.
:]]
This movie was filmed in 2001 but it was set in 1988.
Weird..
But i totally loved it.
Yep..
Me being me of course, felt really bad for Donnie, and kept wanting to give him a hug.
Haha.


Anyway,
So i watched this other movie, called Graveyard...
It was really stupid.
Oh and if you decied to go watch it...
I'd make sure your parents werent in the room with you..
There is like soft-core porn in it...
Haha yeah.


I was happy i was sick today because i didnt have to deal with dumb-ass Mikayla.
:]]


Current Tune: Im Not Going To Teach Your Boyfriend How To Dance With You By Black Kids
and yes, that is the name of the band, im not racist.

Bored??
Go Check out,
Donnie Darko
&
Graveyard.
They rocckkk.

Hehe.
Well, im going to go, watch some more movies.
Bye bye bye.
KTHANXBI
Amelia.