Amazing chapter 3! Omg.

YESTERDAY::

Hey hey guys.
So today was pretty normal.
BUT LAST NIGHT.

HOLY FUCKING CRAP.

MY DAD ALMOST DIED.
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Yeah, so i guess he took this medicine stuff and it didnt work right, so he was like sweating and throwing up and he couldnt walk and he kept falling down! Ahhh! I had to call 911! We just think it was the medicine because he is feeling better. He said he was super dizzy and he was like weak and blacking out! I have never been so scared in my whole life.
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It was super scary.
But im happy he is okay now. :]


On a lighter note.
Yellow had a girlfriend. :[
Yeah, and he has gone out with girl in the past.
He dosent like me anyway so whateve.
Blue didnt talk to me very much.

OMG. Im so pissed at a friend of mine.
GRRRRR.
She is super annoying. All she does is talk about boys. Boys boys boys boys boys every fucking second of the freaking day. UGH. She is the same grade as me and she is always talking about her boyfriend and how she wants to makeout with him. BLAH BLAH. She is kind of slutty for wanting to makeout with someone in the fucking 7th grade. EW. thats really whoreish.
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Stupid school. I had so much freaking homework, duh!
I hate my teachers.
But i love school because i get to see all my friends.
I <3 my friends.
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Current Tune: Thanks For The Memories by Fall Out Boy
You should go check out there new album!
www.myspace.com/falloutboy
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TODAY:
Hey guys.
Sorry i didnt post this yesterday, i never finished it :[
Anyway, so today...
AH that friend of mine flirted with Blue again!!!
Im so pissed at her.
GRRR,
Yellow and me talked alittle.
Thats about it.

Current Tune: Rockstar by Nickelback
I honestly hate this song, but it just happen to be on my playlist...



GUESS WHAT!
Im sone with Chapter 3! Heck yes.
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Ready to find out what was up with Alex?
Get Ready.....
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Amazing

CHAPTER 3




I was angry. That was obvious. What in the world could he have been so mad about? I finally got my legs to move, I turned around and started storming to my Innocent-looking sister.
"What the hell did you do? Did you point a gun at him? One look at you and he was completely pissed! The one time i meet someone i like, you ruin it for me! Your so selfish! Ugh! Did you want him for yourself?" I yelled at her throwing my arms in every direction and pacing in front of her. I didn't know for sure if it was her that set him off, but one look at her and he was gone.
"Allison" she interrupted my ranting.
"What do you want? Are you apologizing?" I yelled at her.
"Allison. There are some things i should have told you BEFORE you met him." She sait sadly standing. I looked up at the sky, it was starting to cloud. I didn't think it was ironic at all.
"Calandra? What are you talking about?" I asked, almost unsure if i wanted to know. Calandra grabbed my elbow and pulled me inside the house. It was full and light inside. I threw my bag at the coat rack and sat on the couch.
"Okay Calandra, whats going on?" I asked. She slowly followed me into the living room and quickly sat on the recliner across from me. My sister didn't look like me much, she had red hair, she was quiet short, shorter that me. She had been bulimic the year my parents died, so she has always been very slim. She was looking away from me, hiding something, for sure. Her forehead was creased with worry. She was visibly, seriously doubting telling me what she was about to tell me.
"Okay.. Allison, do you remember when I wet away for a month, and mom and dad told you I was on an assignment for college?" She asked looking at me straight in the eyes.
"Um, yeah. And I cryed for like a week." I answered nonchalantly.
"Well, that's not what i was really doing. Mom and Dad had Grandpa and Grandma watch you alot of the time, because they were with me. I was really down in California, partying with some friends, for a week or so. One night me and some friends were really drunk, and we thought we were okay to drive.... We got in a head-on collision, with another car, while we were driving around in a Field, the car was going the other way." She paused to wipe a big clear tear from her cheek. This was really hurting her. I wanted to get up and hug her, but I still didn't know if it was the right time yet.
"Calandra, you don't have to go on..." I mentioned trying to comfort her."No. If your going to be around Alex your going to need to know... So anyway, our car killed the person in the other car." She put her head in her palms. I couldn't believe what I was hearing. My sister, saw someone die. I couldn't imagine the pain she must be going through.
"Calandra, what does this have to do with Alex? And how is this your fault? You wernt driving." I asked walking over to sit on the arm of the chair. I leaned down and hugged her. She was sobbing now.
"Because Allison, the person that got killed was Alex's brother, Alan." She said. She paused to let that all sink in. And oh, believe me, it sunk in.
"And it was my fault because i just let my friend drive. I didn't stop them." She cried, slouching in the chair.
"Calandra, no. I'll talk to him, he's got to know it's not your fault!" I got up and almost yelled at her. Why was Alex so mad at her?
"Calandra, what happen next?" I asked sitting on the couch again.
"Well, of course the police found out. We all went on trial for awhile. I had to testify against a couple people. It was a very hard thing to do. And of course we had to meet with Alan's family. His parents were okay to me and the others. And yes, the driver was already in jail. But his only sibling, Alex, was 12 and refused to talk to any of us, he felt we were all responsible. I don't blame him we all FELT reasonable. I guess he just hasn't let it go." She said wiping away her tears.
"I just cant believe..." I said shaking my head. This boy was so mad at something that someone ELSE did 4 years ago.
"You know, I'll talk to him, maybe he'll ease up." I asked getting my hopes up.
"NO!" she blurted at me, flashing up, out of the chair.
"You cant tell him I told you! I told his family I would never tell you. That i wouldn't pass it on. They don't want people to know." She came and sat next to me locking me deep into her stare.
"But he'll listen to me. Were friends now" I tried to convince her. I could tell already that wasn't working.
"Allison. You have to promise to me you wont try to talk to him about this." She replied to my useless persuasion.
"Okay. Calandra, so you think he wont talk to me anymore, because he knows? Because i really really don't want that." I asked breaking away from her look. My voice cracking with devastation.
"Allison, I cant tell you for sure, but i honestly hope not." She half-heartedly smiled. I hoped not too. I got up and grabbed my bag. I told Calandra goodnight and said i had some homework to finish.
"Are you hungry?" She asked stirring something in a pot on the stove in our small, bright little kitchen.
"Nah. Thanks." I replied. I walked down the hall to the very last door, my bedroom. I hadn't changed it much since my parent died. I had a blue bed, white walls and a curved ceiling, a small narrow closet and a window next to my desk. I dropped my bag and ran to my bed. I crashed on the it without even taking off my boots. I layed face-down in my pillow. I rolled over to look at the clock. I looked to my computer screen, the swirling clock screen saver said 5o after 4. I wanted so bad to sink into unconsciousness. I felt hot tears roll down my cheek. There was no reason to wipe them away, I had already smeared my makeup enough. I didn't want to think he might not talk to me again. I felt ridiculous for even crying. He just started talking to me today, and i already cared way to much for him. I marveled at how long this day had been. It felt like 3 days instead of one. I layed and stared out the bright window. I could tell it was cold out because there was a thin layer of ice on the glass, that hadn't melted wawy from the unusual February sun. This kind of mixed weather wasn't normal for February. Well, almost normal for this little town of Harling. It wasn't so cold you had to wear a coat, but cold enough you didn't spend every second outside. The cold, was mostly from the wind. I was so happy it was closer to spring, I loved spring, I loved the flowers and the sun, finally some sun. I kicked off my boots and climbed under the covers. I rolled to my side and forcefully wiped my clack stained tears away from my face. I still pondered upon the fact that, Alex was mad at my sister. How did you like someone that hated your only family? I didn't know why he would be so mad at HER. She wasn't the one driving. I couldn't let this interfere with my relationship with him, or my sister. And i for sure could not let them interfere with each other. I started to drift to unconsciousness. That night i rolled around on my bed, restlessly, when i finally fell completely asleep, my dreams came to haunt me. I dreamt good dreams and bad dreams. My good dreams were some of the best I'd ever had. I had never dreamt about Alex before, but i was happy i hadn't. I dreamt he held my had, I got to touch his neck without even asking, I got to finally feel his amazing jet hair. Then there was the bad dreams. Worse that nightmares, they were so real. I dreamt, that I was the drunk driver and Alex was the one killed. And worse, the worst of them all, I dreamt that Alex killed my sister. No. That would never happen.
"NEVER!" I screamed, springing up in my bed. I was panting heavily, dazed. I couldn't see through the thick darkness. I glanced at the dial clock on my nightstand, 2:15am. I didn't know if i had woke up Calandra, I didn't know if i screamed loud enough. But then again, a scream is a scream.
"Allison? Allison!" My sister wheeled through the door and shoved the light on. She stood in front of me, her face was creased with worry. She saw my face, and held out her arms for me. I jumped out of my bed and ran to her. She hugged me tight, while i sobbed on her ratty t-shirt. I wasn't going to let, what happen to my sister, or what my sister did, go in between me and Alex.